Shopaholic

Maybe, each one of us is kind of a shopaholic. I mean, not crazy for shopping or things like that. But who doesn't like to go into a store, with all that sweet smell of new clothes and shoes, and that music playing softly making you feel you're in a real film. And actually, you are. In the film of your life. I love shopping. Having new clothes makes me feel cleaner. Kkk. I mean each person has her own style. Shopping defines your style. By the type of shoe you buy, or the color of the blouse you wear, you can show people who you are and what you like. Personality. Be yourself. People will really like you for who you are. Forget all the rest, forget what people will say. Don't do what people you actually hate tell you to. Follow your heart and it will all be alright :) :)

Kisses,

Blake

A special thanks to Blake Lively

God, Blake thank you. When I sended a tweet to you I was praying and hoping that you would see it and send to people. But I didn't really believe I diserved so much you're time. You prooved me that if you go after your dreams you will make them true. So thank you so much Blake. Thank you for helping me to believe more in me. You're wonderfull :) :) Thank you.

Kisses,

Blake

Guys you don't imagine

God, it's so difficult to know if you like what I write because you all never tell me. I mean I'm writing here almost everyday and trying to help me and you. Please help me. I've already told you: Life knowcked me down, but I'm choosing to get back up. But I need your help. I'm having bullying at school. I mean I was because I'm doing homeschooling now. I'm turning my life around trying to be myself, but I want to know if you like me. If you like the way I really am. So please guys, tell me. Email me: blake-hampton@hotmail.com or follow me on twitter: @blakechampton. I mean please just show me you're there. That you like what I'm writing and tell me what to write about. I can help you but I NEED your help also. Be back later.

Kisses,

Blake

We can't back down

Don't ever give up. It's our live guys, this is serious. When something wrong is happening you can just pretend you aren't seeing it. We've already gone to far to back down. We won the most important prize. Life. We can't be granted for it because we did fight for it. And what a fight! Kkk. I hate my school, I 'm sick, I can't sleep well, I feel I'm only complicating peoples' lifes, but still, I want to live. Because I promised myself I would never walk away. I've made my choice 12 years ago. I'm gonna fight until the end. I won't worry so much of what is going to happen. And why I am so inspired? I heard like a thousand times the music: "Can't Back Down". Of Camp Rock 2- The Final Jam. What matters is to be happy. Forget the rest.

Kisses,

Blake

So many opinions...

God, I don't know more what to think. My opinion changed completely since my last post! I guess life is the responsible for that. So many things changed. I mean everything changed. Everything is changing and will continue. Life is so complicated but so easy at the same time! I don't really know what to say. I'm confused. I guess all of you have already been confused like me. But I'm sure of one thing. I wanna be the protagonist of my film. I mean, of my life. God I am so tired. I went to sleep 2:00 am yesterday! And I woke up at 7:00 am!! Well, guess everything has problems. It's life. My life, your life, her life. Ok, I need to go. Follow me on twitter (: @blakechampton. Love you all, thanks for everything.

Kisses,

Blake

The Devil Wears Prada

I just love this film. The fashion and Paris and New York, I mean it's perfect. I made think about in which world I wanna live. And you know what? I think maybe, I want a crazy life. Like in films. I don't know, but I've decided something. I'm not gonna think much about it now. I'm going to a summer camp next summer, and take drama classes there. Until then, I'm going to live each day. I woke up this morning with hope. I saw the sun out there and felt myself thankful for having everying I need. Or almost everything. I was thinking, I've always been the kind of person that wants the blue dress, the pink dress, the yellow and the red dress. I mean, I don't focus on something I really want. I think for a long time I wanted everything because I felt I had nothing. It's kind of complicated. Kkk. But I'm going to make things easier. Today I'll shopping with my mom, go to the movies.. Have fun! Live everyday as if it was the last one. Don't ever leave things in the middle. Continue, even if it's hard. When you get there you'll feel so proud of yourself. And feel that all your effort was for something. Live your life instensly and I'll live mine.

Kisses,

Blake

Do you know what it's like...

"Do you know what it's like, to feel so in the dark. To dream about a life, where you're the shining star. Even though it seems, like it's too far away. You've to believe in yourself, it's the only way!" Well that defines exactly what I'm feeling right now. But the point is that I'm not even sure of what my dream is. I wanna scream, and shout. Try something, and show myself I am somebody in this world. That I have talents, and qualities. I mean... I'm not sure of what I want, but I really know what I don't. And living the life I'm living is definetly not being what I want it to be. I'm angry, nervous, scared, confused. I don't really know how to explain this. My feeling and hope is that shouting is going to make me feel better. But it's not. I feel like I'm in a dead end. Nowhere to go. No opportunities ahead. Just this same life I live. Everything in the future. I want PRESENT. I DON'T WANT THIS. OMG, I want to do something, I want to learn new things, meet no people, see a different culture. I'm sick and tired of these people here. I want more! Is it asking to much? I wanna be happy. Go away from here. Do something crazy, that for some people won't make sense. But for me it will. A lot.

Kisses,

Blake